Toxin Overload

Well then, my last post is a testament to what I sound like when I’m PMS-ing. Got my period today and I was, like, “Ohhhhh. That’s what that was about.” As you can see, I truly am detoxing and one of the primary toxins is entitlement. Hip hip hooray for a bad attitude!

With that said, I stand by what I said about people-pleasing. I’m fed up with that toxin. Buuuuuuut the part where I was complaining about how hard it is to be a Christian. That was a little melodramatic. And then when I was being critical of doctors for meds not helping my skin. My doctors are doing what they can. I use the meds they prescribe and it has been very helpful. I’m just being cranky and rude. Thank you to my doctors for putting up with me. You are troopers!

Also, I’m very bad at math because I was trying to calculate how many people it would take to buy two venti Pikes at Starbucks and I was, like, there are more people who dislike me than that. I could buy myself a couple of sangrias and a four-course meal at The Diplomat. Probably a feast for my imaginary friends, too!

But more importantly, there are also a lot of people who love me and they outweigh the people who don’t. As long as I remember the good more than the bad, things look much better.

In comparison to all the things happening in this world, my problems are small. I think writing them out here helped me see how trivial they were because I imagined what it would’ve sounded like from someone else’s point of view.

Anyway, if this were my classroom and I was your teacher, I’d come to you the next day and say, “Grade ones, I owe you an apology because I was a little cranky yesterday. Could we start over?”

I like to think that you’d be forgiving but who knows with grade ones? They are wild cards.

Good news is Jesus doesn’t leave me when I do dumb stuff like this. And I’m very grateful for that.

Anyway, now that I’ve bemoaned and got completely off track blah-blahing for a couple of posts, I should get back to The Piper Project. But I also have to sleep sooooooooo till next time! Ta ta for now.